I cant get to sleep. Ive lost too much money, to the extent whereby everytime i close my eyes now, i'll think of all the poker cards and me giving out money again and again. With my terrible cough, it just kept me awakening. And yes you are right, Amber is sick, once and again. Its the 3rd time in 2 months. Just let me die, wont you Lord?
First day of CNY. (Sun)
Me and mom; me and sis.
Visiting in the noon at granny's place. Mahjong at night at Huat's place. Lost $120. Slept at 4+am.
Second day of CNY. (Mon)
Visiting early in the morning at dad's side. From aljunied to Hougang, then to Yishun to visit my mom's side. Met up with Celine, Denise, Edwin, Teddy and Marcel for dinner and mini gathering. Sperm came and all of us caught the movie, Fearless. 4/5 stars. Won $10. Slept at 3+ am.
Third day of CNY. (Tues)
Visiting early in the morning at dad's friends place. Brought Ebony along to visit his family. Really cute and lovable moments. Back home, relatives came over. Won $10 during mahjong.
Forth day of CNY. (Wed)
Work at Bugis after school. Met up with David for dinner. Vomited when i reached home. Slept.
Fifth day of CNY. (Thurs)
Coughed out blood in the morning. Mahjong with family. Won $20 but mom never pay up. Dont intend to ask from her either.
Sixth day of CNY. (Fri)
School. Visiting at Shalyn's place. Had a great steamboat but fell asleep right after dinner cos i was too sick. Woke up an hour later, went to Marcel's place to gamble. Won $10. Just enought to take a midnight cab home.
Seventh day of CNY. (Sat)
Work. Visiting at Wayne's place. Lost terrible during blackjack. Grand total of $86. Too broke now. My wallet is left with $1. How to survive?!?!
In conclusion, ive lost more than $200. Its the worst year ever. Ive never lost so much in my life. This is terrible, its killing me. My savings account had been depleting and my pay for the past 2 months wasnt even enough to cover my expenses swipe with my Visa.
I dont know how much longer i can last with the minimal amount of funds left in my account. And i still need quite a lot of money for my driving. This is shit man.
Anyone willing to contribute to saveamberfrommiseries fund?
Greediness kills.
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